| “We even saw giants there, the descendants of Anak. Next to them we felt like grasshoppers.” (Num. 13:33); “The fear of man is a snare…” (Prov. 29:25); “I belong to my beloved, and his desire is for me.” (Song of Songs 7:10) Heavenly Father, around some people, we can feel and act like “grasshoppers”—small, vulnerable, and powerless. The irony is, they may only be half our height and 1/3 our age and weight. Whether it’s a child, a spouse, a boss, or friend—giving any human being more power over our heart than you intend never works out well. We can’t love anyone well whose approval we need, indifference we dread, and rejection we fear. We’ll be easily manipulated, overly insecure, and emotionally unpredictable—which doesn’t sound very free, at all. Father, you’ve given us a relational-DNA that intensely craves you; and you’ve placed a Jesus-shaped vacuum in our hearts that only He can satisfy. Mere people—even really good ones, will never be enough. At best, our most enjoyable human relationships are a gift, hint, and taste of what it means to belong to you. At worst, we use them as a substitute for intimacy with you. Forgive us, and free us. Convince us, again and again, Father, that, through the Gospel, we do belong to you; and that your desire, gladness, and love for us are now, real, and never-ending. So very Amen we pray, in Jesus’ wonderful and merciful name. |