| “Jesus told his disciples a parable to show them that they should always pray and not lose heart.” (Luke 18:1-8 – “The Parable of the Perfect Judge”) Jesus, right out of the prayer-shoot this Saturday morning, thank you. Thank you that you don’t want us to “lose heart.” It’s easier than ever for me to lose stuff—keys, phone, my parked car, names of old friends, to name a few. But losing heart is different. When we “lose heart” we find anxiety, fear, anger, self-pity, other-blaming, and, eventually, despair. So, what’s the relationship between ongoing-prayer and heart-peace? Jesus, like most Scriptures, I used to have a me-centered, performance-laden understanding of the parable of the “persistent widow” (Luke 18:1-8). I thought the more I prayed, the more likely I’d be to get what I want Prayer was a means of earning, not a gift for resting—a way to grow calluses on my knees, not necessarily get a bigger heart for you. How silly, how sad, how seductive. Seductive, because we love control and formulas. But Jesus (hallelujah), that parable isn’t about the widow who never gives up, but about you, the Judge who always does everything right—on your schedule, by your grace, for our good. Does prayer change things? Absolutely… it changes me, it changes us. First and foremost, prayer is a means of getting more of you, Jesus—coming more fully alive to who you are, and every good thing we have in you. Jesus, there are things we really want you do to, really “need,” really believe will honor you. Give us peace as we trust you, joy as we spend time with you, and hope as we see more of your heart—the best way for us not to lose heart. So Very Amen. |