| “Praise be to the Lord, to God our Savior, who daily bears our burdens.” (Ps.68:19). “Godly sorrow brings repentance that leads to salvation and leaves no regret, but worldly sorrow brings death.” (2 Cor. 7:10) Dear Jesus, 10,000 thanks to you, as we begin this day. You are the Savior who daily bears our burdens—daily, not just annually or “decade-ally.” We get new mercies each morning because we need them every day (Lam. 3:23-24). Of all the heavy burdens we keep throwing into our backpacks and “heart-backs”—”vain regret” may be the heaviest. It masquerades as Spirit-conviction, but it really has nothing to do with the work of the Holy Spirit. It time, it will crush us; and worse, it certainly dishonors you. “Gospel-regret,” on the other hand, will free us. Jesus, you the difference between the two. To have “Gospel-regret” is to come before you at the throne of grace. taking responsibility for the unloving things we have thought, said, and done. In that holy place we experience your kind welcome, “godly sorrow,” and the life-giving grace of repentance. It deepens our love for you, Jesus, and frees us to offer the fruit of repentance to those we have failed, hurt, or neglected. Vain regret, on the other hand, doesn’t bring us before you at all, Jesus. It simply delivers us to the nearest mirror. And there, standing before our own reflection, we get paralyzed with shame, condemnation, and self-contempt. Then we start rehearsing our excuses, blame-shifting, and making plans for face-saving penance and self-salvation. Nothing could be more vain—because it’s all about us. No wonder you call it “worldly sorrow,” and warn its path leads straight to death of heart, joy, peace, freedom, and hope. Jesus, we don’t want to experience, or give, more death by trying to carry what you bore at the cross, and now bear for us daily. We’re tired of standing in front of our mirrors, so we come falling before your throne of grace. You know our vain regrets about parenting… “spouse-ing”… old stories and new struggles… the destructive use of our tongues… the weaponizing of our hurts… the withholding of forgiveness… the waste of our time, your grace, and the depth of our unbelief. Jesus, we come to you right now, so grateful the Gospel is true. So Very Amen. |